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Chapter 15
Section 3: Afraid of Our Own Shadow
Section 3: Afraid of Our Own Shadow
Chapter Summary:
Why are we Afraid of Our Own Shadow?
This chapter breaks down the major categories of shadows and gives the archetypal way they express themselves so that reader can gain clarity, perspective and nonjudgementalness.
“We are all gifted. That is our inheritance.” Ethel Waters
Where Do Shadows Come From?
Evolution of G.O.D.
White Archtype: (Mind) (child/subject/sovergn)
Technology and Psychology to dominate to use of technology and psychology to heal the mind
- Neely Fuller says white man is the smartest on planet, but not wisest.
- Use analogy of the elephant that doesn’t know it can break away from little chain-break a horse, etc.
- Conversation with my professor that says whites created technology to dominate, but my response was that the technology was always there, it just that the mindset to use it in such a destructive way wasn’t there.
Man Archetype: (Spirit) (freedom fighter, subject, soveriegn, father, king, tyrant, bully
Aggression/Force to dominate to using aggression and force to liberate and protect.
Woman Archetype:(Body) (Mother, Domineering/Manipulative, Holy Birth, etc,)
Manipulation for own purposes to nurturing child to become a king/god/sovereign
Black Archetype: (Soul) (Earth, Melanin,
Audio Notes:
Book Draft Schedule
TO DO TASK LISTS
DBTBB Post (Closure)
1) Story Arch (Ipod Notes) 2) Blurbs/Book Description 3) Notes Con. 4) Life-line
Familiarize on LeanPub/ Doteasy to transfer IAG/ 23 Yrs WP Blogs to WIAC?
Content Experiment: https://abbymherman.vipmembervault.com/products/courses/view/40
GBIC: 1) Set goal to Invite ML/ WA/ SM people to either subscribe be involved and manage via Zoho/Bigin Campaign 2) Send out survey to friends/family
RESOURCES
Interview Questions (Tape record it?)
Research + Additional questions
Content (Transcribe)
Editing
Revisions
WRITE READER PROFILE, BLURBS (25, 50, 200-300 words), Endorsements and Outline (See IAG Proposal Guide).
T1-writer profile (who will be reading this book)
T2-collect book blurbs
T3-write blurbs (write a list of features of book & benefits to reader 1st)
T4-Write the endorsement for book by people you’d like to endorse)
WRITE BOOK DESCRIPTION:
https://kindlepreneur.com/amazon-book-description-generator/
ttps://dklau—rocket.thrivecart.com/publisher-rocket/
NOTES CONSOLIDATION:
2018-19 Self Mastery Journey (Organize dates in Chronology)
Blk Small Notebook (Quotes, Notes, etc)
Ipod 1st Generation (“Retape” Audio Journals So They can be filed)
Ipod 2nd (Listen to Voice Memo (see media file), see where I left off & transcribe new ones off ipod and then delete)
Transcribe Voice memos on phone that were recorded (see media files) (7 Series Ideas, etc, update new ones)
Notepad program (use in description part of book sale page?/ Also see about redoing POV’s description/ Ideas from Book Club Speaker) ie. Ask a question, then reader that to click below the line to find out the answer.
White Notebook (Has newer notes from Vipassana 2020 & some older notes mixed in)
Little Purple Notepad (IAG Notes/ Quotes)
*Faceless Travel (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory)
*Black Sm Notebook (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory)
Red Sm Notebook (some journal entries) (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory)
2012- Pink notebook (downloads)/ Green Scribe, etc)
COMPUTER FILES CONSOLIDATION:
See all quotes from BK WRT folder (personal quotes from POV, and files, put in one place, update, decide what to use in book)
Web-Blog Dev.-DBTBB-Audio Files-BBRJ (Compile Notes)
Go Through SD cards & extract all books & cross reference in other computers
Go Through all journals & pictures in storage & digitize
PHASE 1: STORY ARCH PLANNING
7 STRONG PERIOD: Nov. 15th- Jan. 2nd
Mars-Nov. 29-Dec. 5th: Redo SS/Ipod Notes/ Set up Book Promo & 23 Year Dream Blog Plan
Jup-Dec. 6-12th: Redo SS/Ipod Notes/ Set up Book Promo & 23 Year Dream Blog Plan
Sat-Dec. 13-19th:
Uran-Dec. 20-26th:
Nep-Dec. 27-Jan. 2nd:
PHASE 2: IAG DRAFT/CFC BLOG POSTING
7 STRONG PERIOD: Jan. 2-Feb. 20th
Mer-Jan. 3-9th: IAGSS/ CFC Blog Kick Off
Ven-Jan. 10-16th: IAGSS/CFC Blog Writing
Mars-Jan. 17-23rd: IAGRD/CFC Blog Writing
Jup-Jan. 24-30th: IAGRD/CFC Blog Writing
Sat.- Jan. 31-Feb. 6th: IAGRD/CFC Blog Writing
Uran-Feb. 7-13th: IAGRD/CFC Blog Writing
Nep-Feb. 14-20th: IAGRD/CFC Blog Writing
PHASE 3: IAG DRAFT/LEANPUB POSTING POSTING 6 STRONG PERIOD: Feb. 20- April 3rd
Mer-Feb. 21-27th: IAGRD/ LeanPub Kick Off
Ven-Feb. 28-Mar 6th: IAGRD/LeanPub Posting
Mars-Mar. 7-13th: IAG-ED/LeanPub Posting
Jup-Mar. 14-20th: IAG-ED/LeanPub Posting
Sat.- Mar. 21-27th: IAG-ED/LeanPub Posting
Uran-Mar 27-April 3rd: IAG-ED/LeanPub Posting
18 Strong Period: Nov. 29th-Explorations-April 4th Completion
1.Nov. 29-Dec. 5th: IAG DRAFT/CFC BLOG POSTING
Session 1: 29th*- Worked on Organizing files and CFC Blog
Session 2: 30th- Worked on WIAC Updating
Session 3: 1st- Reorganized IAG Planning
Session 4: 2nd- Put Ipod notes in Plottr
Session 5: 3rdW- Sent remind to EWI-Valerie/ Put Patreon Page in Plottr
Session 6: 4thW-Looked into Airbnb locally
Session 7: 5thB-Worked on Planning in Plotrr/
2.Dec. 6-12th:
3.Dec. 13-19th:
4.Dec. 20-26th:
5.Dec. 27-Jan. 2nd: Session 1:
Session 2:
Session 3:29th: Worked on Book Sections in Plottr and Scribner
Session 4:30th:
Session 5:
Session 6:
Session 7:
6.Jan. 3-9th:
7.Jan. 10-16th:
8.Jan. 17-23rd:
9.Jan. 24-30th:
10.Jan. 31-Feb. 6th:
11.Feb. 7-13th:
12.Feb. 14-20th:
13.Feb. 21-27th:
14.Feb. 28-Mar. 6th:
15.Mar. 7-13th:
16.Mar. 14-20th:
17.Mar. 21-27th:
18.Mar. 28-April 3rd:
BOOK PROMO IDEAS SCHEDULE:
Jan. 2nd: CFC 7-Strong “CFC Blog” Kick off to Promote IAG by April 4, 2022
ST #1: Mer-Jan. 3-9th:
ST #2: Ven-Jan. 10-16th:
ST #3: Mars-Jan. 17-23rd:
ST #4: Jup-Jan. 24-30th:
ST #5: Sat.- Jan. 31-Feb. 6th:
ST #6: Uran-Feb. 7-13th:
ST # 7: Nep-Feb. 14-20th:
Feb. 22nd: LeanPub 6-Strong “Blook” Kick off to Publish IAG by April 4, 2022
ST #1: Feb. 22-28th Complete Posting Blook Section 1: My Story (Chapters 1-5)
ST #2: Mar. 1-7th: Complete Section 1: My Story (Chapters 6-7)/ Blook Section 2: Bellony Theory (Chapters 8-12)
ST #3: Mar. 8-14th: Complete Posting Bellony Theory (Chapters 13-14)/ Blook Section 3: AOOS(Chapters 15-19)
Suggestions Sunday Zoom Call (Satsang & Survey)
ST #4: Mar. 15 21st: Complete Posting: AOOS (Chapters 20-21)/ Section 4: 7 Steps to Become a Conscious Co-Creator (Chapters 22-26)
ST #5: Mar. 22-28th: Complete Posting: 7 Steps to Become a Conscious Co-Creator (Chapters 27-28)/Section 5: 7 Astro Vision (Chapters 29-33)
ST #6: Mar. 29-April 4th: Complete Posting: Astro Vision (Chapters 34-35)
Suggestions Sunday Zoom Call (Satsang & Survey)
RESOURCES:
UPCOMING LEANPUB POSTING SCHEDULE:
Feb. 22nd: LeanPub 6-Week(Strong) “Blook” Kick off to Publish IAG RD by April 4, 2022
ST #1: Feb. 22-28th Complete Posting Blook Section 1: My Story (Chapters 1-5)
ST #2: Mar. 1-7th: Complete Posting: My Story (Chapters 6-7)/ Blook Section 2: Bellony Theory (Chapters 8-12)
ST #3: Mar. 8-14th: Complete Posting Bellony Theory (Chapters 13-14)/ Blook Section 3: AOOS(Chapters 15-19)
Suggestions Sunday Zoom Call (Satsang & Survey)<Mar. 10th>
ST #4: Mar. 15 21st: Complete Posting: AOOS (Chapters 20-21)/ Section 4: 7 Steps to Become a Conscious Co-Creator (Chapters 22-26)
ST #5: Mar. 22-28th: Complete Posting: 7 Steps to Become a Conscious Co-Creator (Chapters 27-28)/Section 5: 7 Astro Vision (Chapters 29-33)
ST #6: Mar. 29-April 4th: Complete Posting: Astro Vision (Chapters 34-35)
Suggestions Sunday Zoom Call (Satsang & Survey)<April 4th>
Interview Questions (Tape record it?)
Research + Additional questions
Content (Transcribe)
Editing
Revisions
WRITE READER PROFILE, BLURBS (25, 50, 200-300 words), Endorsements and Outline (See IAG Proposal Guide).
T1-writer profile (who will be reading this book)
T2-collect book blurbs
T3-write blurbs (write a list of features of book & benefits to reader 1st)
T4-Write the endorsement for book by people you’d like to endorse)
WRITE BOOK DESCRIPTION:
https://kindlepreneur.com/amazon-book-description-generator/
ttps://dklau—rocket.thrivecart.com/publisher-rocket/
NOTES CONSOLIDATION:
- 2018-19 Self Mastery Journey (Organize dates in Chronology)
- Blk Small Notebook (Quotes, Notes, etc)
- Ipod 1st Generation (“Retape” Audio Journals So They can be filed)
- Ipod 2nd (Listen to Voice Memo (see media file), see where I left off & transcribe new ones off ipod and then delete)
- Transcribe Voice memos on phone that were recorded (see media files) (7 Series Ideas, etc, update new ones)
- Notepad program (use in description part of book sale page?/ Also see about redoing POV’s description/ Ideas from Book Club Speaker) ie. Ask a question, then reader that to click below the line to find out the answer.
- White Notebook (Has newer notes from Vipassana 2020 & some older notes mixed in)
- Little Purple Notepad (IAG Notes/ Quotes)
*Faceless Travel (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory)
*Black Sm Notebook (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory) - Red Sm Notebook (some journal entries) (small notebook- names, travel dates, numbers, addresses, etc, chronology memory)
- 2012- Pink notebook (downloads)/ Green Scribe, etc)
COMPUTER FILES CONSOLIDATION - See all quotes from BK WRT folder (personal quotes from POV, and files, put in one place, update, decide what to use in book)
- Web-Blog Dev.-DBTBB-Audio Files-BBRJ (Compile Notes)
- Go Through SD cards & extract all books & cross reference in other computers
- Go Through all journals & pictures in storage & digitize
PHASE 1: STORY ARCH PLANNING
4/5 STRONG PERIOD: Sept. 20-Oct. 20
Jup- Sept. 16-22nd: Schedule/ Visual Process: SP Curriculum/ IAG Posting/ Blogs Closure/LeanPub
Sat- Sept. 23-29th: Visual Process: SP Curriculum/ IAG Posting/ Blogs Closure/LeanPub (To Do Task List)
Uran- Sept. 30-Oct. 6th: Review & Redo SS Notes/ Ipod Set up Book Promo & Start 23 Year Dream Blog
Nep- Oct. 7-13th: NM-
TO DO TASK LISTS
- DBTBB Post (Closure)
- 1) Story Arch (Ipod Notes) 2) Blurbs/Book Description 3) Notes Con. 4) Life-line
- Familiarize on LeanPub/ Doteasy to transfer IAG/ 23 Yrs WP Blogs to WIAC?
- Content Experiment: https://abbymherman.vipmembervault.com/products/courses/view/40
- GBIC: 1) Set goal to Invite ML/ WA/ SM people to either subscribe be involved and manage via Zoho/Bigin Campaign 2) Send out survey to friends/family
PHASE 2: IAG BLOOK ROUGH DRAFT POSTING (w/3-7 Strong Buffer Time)
11/12 STRONG PERIOD: Oct. 21-Jan. 5th
Mer-Oct. 14-20th: IAG Story Arch/IAG Blog Kick off Preparation
Ven-Oct. 21-27th: IAG Blog Kick off
Mars-Oct. 28-Nov 3rd: IAG Book Writing- Section 1
Jup- Nov. 4-10th: IAG Book Writing- Section 1
Sat-Nov. 11-17th: IAG Book Writing- Section 1
Uran-Nov. 18-24th: IAG Book Writing- Section 2
Nep-Nov. 25-Dec. 1st: IAG Book Writing- Section 2
Mer-Dec. 2-8th: IAG Book Writing- Section 2
Success Pack Zoom Call
Ven-Dec. 9-15th: IAG Book Writing- Section 3
Mars-Dec. 16-22nd: IAG Book Writing- Section 3
Jup- Dec. 23-29th: IAG Book Writing- Section 3
Sat- Dec. 30-Jan. 5th: IAG Book Writing- Section 4
Success Pack Zoom Call
Uran-Jan. 6-12th: IAG Book Writing- Section 5
Nep-Jan. 13-19th: IAG Book Writing- Section 5
Mer-Jan. 20-26th: IAG Book Writing- Section 5
Ven- Jan. 27-Feb 2nd: LeanPub Prep/IAG Book Writing (Buffer Time)
Mars- Feb. 3-9th: LeanPub Prep/IAG Book Writing (Buffer Time)
Jup- Feb. 10-16th: LeanPub Prep/IAG Book Writing (Buffer Time)
Sat- Feb. 17-23rd: LeanPub Kick off
39 Strong Period: July 8-14th Inception to -April 4-10th Completion
- Sept. 20-26th:
Session 1: 20-Rearranged Planning Schedule/ Worked on DBTBB Post
Session 2: 21-Worked a bit on DBTBB Post
Session 3: 22-N/A
Session 4: 23- Worked a bit on DBTBB Post
Session 5: 24-Worked a bit on DBTBB Post
Session 6: 25- Worked a bit on DBTBB Post
Session 7: 26-Worked a bit on DBTBB Post - Sept. 27-Oct. 3rd: Session 1: 27-
Session 2: 28-
Session 3: 29- Worked on Planning
Session 4: 30- Worked on Planning
Session 5: 1st- Worked on Planning
Session 6: 2nd- Completed DBTBB posts
Session 7: 3rd- Worked on Schedule Planning
- Oct. 4-10th: Start 1st 4th Qrt. Sprint Session 1: 4-
Session 2: 5-
Session 3: 6-
Session 4: 7-
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Session 6: 9-
Session 7: 10- - Oct. 11-17th:
- Oct. 18-24th:
- Oct. 25-31st: –
- Nov. 1-7th:
- Nov. 8-14th:
- Nov. 15-21st:
- Nov. 22-28th:
- Nov. 29-Dec. 5th:
- Dec. 6-12th:
- Dec. 13-19th:
- Dec. 20-26th:
- Dec. 27-Jan. 2nd:
- Jan. 3-9th:
- Jan. 10-16th:
- Jan. 17-23rd:
- Jan. 24-30thth:
- Jan. 31-Feb. 6th:
- Feb. 7-13th:
- Feb. 14-20th:
- Feb. 21-27th:
- Feb. 28-Mar. 6th:
- Mar. 7-13th:
- Mar. 14-20th:
- Mar. 21-27th:
- Mar. 28-April 3rd :
- April 4-10th:
- April 11-17th:
- April 18-24th:
- April 25-May 1st:
- May 2-8th:
- May 9-15th:
- May 16-22nd: <May 19th -Jupiter Period>
- May 23-29th:
Chapter 14: Serving as Proxy- An Avatar Analogy
Chapter 14 Serving as Proxy: The Avatar Analogy
Chapter Summary:
How do you serve as proxy?
This chapter gives a common framework in which to lay out a major part of the books premise. And that is that we are NOT our bodies or our Person, but an aspect of Divinity come here to experience Itself via It’s creation.
Movie Analogy/Cartoon analogy-Water/Fire/Earth/Air/Tribe
There is only one black and only one white, just as there is only one female and only one male.
Black Woman Take Responsibility
Enemy is literally the “innerme” Male that has supressed me, came out of me. And the white people that have suppressed me, came out of me too!
Write a prayer: I remember the falls, I can hear the cries, I can sense the vanity with me, I can see the fear and worry, yet I know now my intrinsic worth as an aspect of Divinity. The body and soul of G.O.D. I play an important role
Black Man Take Responsibility
My enemy is truly my outer me. That part of me that I projected, rejected, invented, what ever the situation, I gave birth and left the blood line legacy that would create the illuminati and so much more
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White Woman Take Responsibility
White Man Take Repsonsbility
What Happens When We Heal?
When white men heal & forgive we heal the collective mind of Mother Earth
When white women heal & forgive we heal the collective body of Mother Earth
When black men heal & forgive we heal the collective spirit of Mother Earth
When black women heal & forgive we heal the collective soul of Mother Earth
And What Happens After That?
When the Earth is healed we heal Space of G.O.D. of this Universe
When the Sun is healed we heal Time of G.O.D. of this Universe
And What Happens After That?
Well, and so on and so on, like a true holographic eternity- going inward after a long expansion out only to continue this forever!
Ideas:
When a soul decides to incarnate in a body to work out life’s karma they take into consideration the avatar that will “progress the love or express G.O.D’s love” this includes the body’s a) dna (race, genetics, etc) b) gender c) time of birth d) family-(circumstances, experiences, upbringing,etc) e) region-(language, culture, etc.
Chapter 13: Melanin and Magnetism
Chapter 13 Melanin and Magnetism
Chapter Summary:
What is Melanin and Magnetism?
This chapter breaks down the history and usefulness of eumelanin and magnetism in a practical, nonjudgemental way and explain (via analogies) what melanin and magnetism in indigenous people and women are so important today. And at the same time explain that no matter how much a person has or doesn’t have is not as important as what they do and how they use what they do have
- Use the joke of the T-shirt (Got Melanin? Melanin Does a Body Good?)
- Magnetic Mending
- Merging With Our Melanin
*Greatest Story Always Told
Give idea how movies have always been used to tell this same drama: Just as a parent tells us bedtime stories and don’t know the deeper significance. Here are a few stories/ movies that are my favorite
Movies: The Matrix, Avator Cartoon, The Devil’s Advocate, The Dark Crystal, The Matrix, Harlem Knights, The Lion King (2 especially)
Sample Movies:
- Movie w/ Jamie Fox as musician and the last scene with him, his mother, editor and his girfriend were symbolic of the body, mind, spirit and soul coming together- in harmony (symbolized by the music)
- Matrix- Neo (mind) body (trinity) Morp (spirit) oracle (soul)
Analogies
Zoey-watts and Peru
Around the corner Around the world
Men & Whites have told women and melinated to get over it
What dreams may come true- whites men more understanding/ women melinated- more forgiving of self 1st, other (innerme)- in this case, really is, and then claiming of power
We all stand to benefit and Earth holds more energy for transformation when women and melinated people are healed, BUT they must forgive 1st and then be able to tapp into power!
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Chapter 12: Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding
Chapter 12 Knowledge, Wisdom and Understanding
Chapter Summary:
What is K,W & U?
This chapter will use the analogy of a pot and food as well as the ancestors that came before me and the piece that I bring to the table now.
Explain concept: Knowledege is Ingredients, Wisdom is the pot, Understanding the meal of which you can feel the love or hate depending on the mentality and quality of the ingredients and utensils used. Also relates to Father Sun, Mother Earth and Child Being
The triads that came before me
Knowledge-Neely Fuller
Wisdom- Francis Cress Welsing
Understanding- what it did for me.
Knowledge- John Henry Clark
Wisdom- Dr. Marimba Ani
Understanding- what it did for me.
Knowledge- Hakim Bey and Horace Butler
Wisdom- The Bellony Theory
Understanding- Summary of what this all means to heal. Our Afrocentric stuff. Our moving forward to end the cycle. To forgive
Chapter 11: White Supremacy
Chapter 11 White Supremacy: Why It Hasn’t Been Healed & How it Can Be Healed
Chapter Summary:
This chapter gives an overview on what “white” really is and uses analogies to explain the effect of so many years of analytical left brain thinking.
Quotes:
“If you do not understand White supremacy (racism), what it is, and how it works, – everything else that you understand, will only confuse you.” – Neely Fuller Jr.
“ Because the sickness started in the mind first ( a false perception that sought fulfillment), so must the our healing first take place in the mind, replacing the false perception with a true perception that will also eventually seek it’s fulfillment (as it already is).
The name of WS before & now- Illuminati
Song- hey there lady, your husband is cheating on us!
The Gate Keeper/Guardian: Is just the form of the catalyst (evil) that brings us back home and prods us on in our journey of evolution and devolution. We’ve thought of our home in heaven, but actually our home is everywhere G.O.D. is and It’s ALL G.O.D! It’s almost like a form of gravity, that says no matter how far out we go in creation as the “the created”, it all comes back to the source. And no matter how constant and powerful the source, IT always sends ITSELF out in creation. This is not to be seen as Good and Bad or Duality- But it’s to be seen as existence Itself! It’s ALL G.O.D Night and Day, Up and Down are just what we percieve when we are lower in consciousness.
Proof is in the Pudding. Effectiveness is the measure of Truth: There is a saying when white man came to Africa, we had the land and they had the bible. When he was finished, he had the land and we had the bible” Not truly true because Ethiopian were first Christian. He had the watered down version that was all mended and revised up.
White supremacy is nothing more than supremacy of the mind/ego. It’s not saying with is right or wrong, it’s just incomplete. Just as black supremacy- the black hole of Soul of All there is. Being sucked up into it as not “right” or “wrong”. These just represent beginnings and endings to a cycle. When the time came for the white man to ride on his pale white horse, ushering forth the destruction, the breaking up of a cycle of existence, the whole of the 1st world people cried and hollered on the Earth plane. Yet when the time calls for the Black woman to call everything/todo in existence back home, the whole earth and her sibling planets cried out as well. Yet, there is no need to fear anything. Not anymore, for what we now know is that it’s all G.O.D. We resist him white supremacy, we resist her black supremacy because of our perception. Yet as the 7 principles says “Love is to Be Happy With” We are learning to accept the process of love in motion (give my poem “I love you” even as destruction or healing)
Ideas:
Under the backdrop of separation the “victims” or the avatars that have chosen to see self as victims are either leaking, angry, identified with the role and therefore attract opposition. Also the avatars that consciously or unconsciously perpetuate WS are in a form of denial and it causes a form of cognitive dissonance that they will fight vehimately to protect whatever image they are used to identifying with.
*forces bigger and with deeper agenda that Black and white and male and female have used this separation as a tool to keep the world family separated, and they therefore are Alive-feeding off our energy.
Chapter 10: The Law of Seven
Chapter Summary:
What is the Law of Seven?
Give an overview of the 7 Laws of Thothetics (KMW & WC). Then break down the 7 Universal Laws and use them as a backdrop and segway into next chapter.
7 Thothetic Laws
Mentalism
Correspondence
Vibration
Polarity
Rhythm
Cause and Effect
Gender
7 Universal Laws
The World is What You Think It Is
There Are No Limits
Energy Flows Where Attention Goes
Now is the Moment of Power
All Power Comes From Within
Love Is to Be Happy With
Effectiveness Is the Measure of Truth
Segway into White Supremacy- Will use often for clarity
Idea: a) Explain how these laws are essentially in everything b) Explain how my teacher taught me to ask/see which law each thing in my reality fell under c)Explain how I will be refering to these laws as I go along. Just as my teacher did.
Chapter 9: Creation Theory
Chapter 9 Astrology, Cardology & The Creation Theory
Chapter Summary:
“Harmony makes small things grow, lack of it makes great things decay” by Sallust
“In the right hands, all things can be beautiful.” by Deborah Bellony
<What if the event of the Earth being knocked off it’s axis is none other than M/F having a child and then the seasons were created (has to do with 4H Throne of the Sun and 5H Essence seated on that Throne= Together making None= Decide to separate and make. Remember the 4/5 (Moon and Sun) aren’t planets. Once this happened One (Son)= 11H. 1+1 (Took from his rib-stepped outside self, just as his parents did to create him) Fib Seq)One (The 3 that is the 1 that is the None).
The seasons are the angles. Spring forward (DST) is similar to the move of J??(11H) moving out of itself to create the 1H. Like DST doesn’t exist or isn’t “real time” only a construct for us to have the “experience” or more light/night in a day. (Tie this in to Greenwhich should be Giza and Green that stole Christmas= To create a false reality) * Pushing time an hour forward in spring is like pushing a baby out to experience the world based off that reality. Every action has a reaction. (i.e- you put time forward and then another does not- the hour difference in time, now becomes two hours and if done again, it become 4 hours, and again 6 hours. So if I don’t move forward to keep up with these new births that are happening at every cycle, then I get further and further away from that frequency! (So being on the same time zone as someone else is like you are both from venus or mars, etc. being on a different time zone can mean you are from a different country, planet, speak a different language, etc: You have to make adjustments to get along & understand one another- or take vaccines to be able to upload the “virius” The key to life is getting on Earth’s matching natural frequency-The ones outside of Earth’s frequency is trying to change HER and US(vaccine) so it can survive- and always talking about overpopulation! Either you agree and take the vaccine to be on their time or you jump timelines- bid for a different shift and stay w/ Earth=Hearth’s frequency. And it’s at the 12 gate and seasonal changes and eclipses is where everything goes down and you can create/ recreate undo or redo the experiences and journeys you desire) So in order to keep up, I have to jump timeline and stay of your frequency to stay on Mother Earth (or the platform where movies are being played. Right now, it’s GAIA, and we are cells in her body, she is keeping step with the constant evolution process and if we stay with her frequency, so will we as cells in her body, if we don’t then we will be reconstructed back into the ALL where energy is never created or destroyed. Perhaps we end up on Saturn or Mars or Neptune or Uranus, where ever we are a cell in whatever is rebirthed, you can best believe it’s because we are a energetic frequency match to be there. It takes staying in the heart space of 432 hz to experience this Earth and be the movie playing in the theatre of Master/Lord M/F G.O.D. Neptune/Pluto.
- Here’s the thing. Whenever anything is created- there are two things- (Not just one hour ahead when changed time to create/birth, but two hours difference when one reality stays the same and other isn’t upgraded) There is the thing and it’s shadow (zero point it came out of you can call it too). So when pushed forward (earth knock off axis) it created east AND west at the same time. Then north AND south. This is the hall of mirrors. YET, when you bring it back to it’s solar or true time (womb time= Destiny Cards- time between Dec. 1st and Jan. 31st). You are in perfect harmony. (just as like the day before the spring and summer equinox the energy is in perfect alignment) After that, the process of birth, death, and rebirth begins, symbolized in the seasons and the sun’s journey around the ecliptic. That’s WHY 44(any 4) is the Pre-Birth and 45(any 5) is the Birth. Pre-Birth= cards in perfect order (sextile and trine) and ReBirth=card as when you first started (square and inconjunct) But the magic happens at the 7! Because it’s here the heaven and earth are in perfect balance! (Use example of DC and why 7 year periods are so important= see notebook).
- We all agreed, many, many eons ago to jump into this exploration and we rode the wave of a particular Saros series of eclipses with our Saros brothers and sisters, yet somehow along the way, the evolutionary pulse that calls us back home becomes something we don’t want when we fall into forgetfulness. That is when we get caught up into time loops (Astrology helps us see these patterns as well). Now is a time when we can consistently make choices that put us in a different row and column. (Use analogy of when you bid for a different work schedule=Delta). It all depends on your seniority, your work performance, etc. if you get to go to the shift that you prefer!
Creation Stories:
Kogi and Almine and Nommo
Creating a Movie Analogy:
In like fashion, G.O.D. created a movie that it wanted to produce for It’s own enjoyment. The film producer that uses a cast of actors and a pre-written script already understands that the production isn’t real. But what if one of the actors becomes so wrapped up in it that they forget, much like in the movie the black swan? G.O.D. originally used 18 or characters. (Explain the 1/3 being of Generation and 1/3 being of Destruction and 1/3 being fixed.)
- Use Surfing Analogy: (For 7 Steps of C-C too?)
We have three realms where co-creation takes place that correspond to G.O.D’s three modes of expression. I say co-create here because creation is dependent on all three realms doing their part to have the full experience of love’s process. They are as follows:
I. (Heavenly) or Spiritual Realm= G.O.D. as Generator
II. Heavenly & (Earthly) Realm= G.O.D. as Operator
III. Earthly Realm= G.O.D. Destroyer
We can be in harmony or “disharmony,” reflecting either the truth (God) or the lie (D-evil), depending on what stage we are in of the out breath and in breath cycles of the evolution and devolution process. “Disharmony”is in quotations, because in reality, even the lie that creates the so-called disharmony is part of the mathematical equation calculated from conception so that G.O.D. could experience Itself fully through Its creation. What is so fascinating about this paradigm is that it is the same thing for all of creation in our known universe, because as we already covered, the universe is fractal or holographic in nature, with all G.O.Ds creating themselves in their own image, after their own kind.
The earthly plane is where our lower selves co-create, but because we are disconnected at this time to our higher selves, we suffer from not understanding that duality consciousness (good and bad) is the root to our suffering. Our higher self tries desperately to communicate with us in dream state and through what we label tragedy to get our attention and to get us in alignment. This represents the Aries, Taurus, Gemini stages where we co-create based on bodily wants stemming from our limiting understanding. Here is where we get the lower octave concept in astrology, based on the denser energies of the earth plane. ( I suspect that the repitillians dragon’s from Orion are what helped to prepare earth for what eventually would come, man- through much trail and error, so we had dragons and winged animals and Hators and dinasours, etc(directly connected to Jup/ Sat/ Uranus messed with us here).
The spiritual realm is where (M/F GOD -Beingness has) our higher selves have already co-created the blueprint for our experiences on the heavenly and earthly plane, unbeknown to US (Much like our parents have an idea of what we’ll be when we grow up, unbeknown to us). This represents the Sagittarius, Capricorn, and Aquarius level where we co-create based on desire stemming from our limited experience. It is here, on the spiritual realm, where the inexperienced g.o.d (or higher self) is learning via direct experience the process of love. The young g.o.d is learning how to guide and direct its creation, by sensing and responding to natural phenomena happening on the earth plane or the lower self, rather than trying to control and predict it.
It is also here where any faulty perceptions the inexperienced g.o.d. may have been harboring at the time of conception has the seed potential to become manifest as well. Remember, all potential so-called good and bad potentials existing on multiple universe were all created at once, at the beginning primorial conception. (It is here is where we get the concept of Lucifer falling and his brother fighting him and the winged angel coming to help?)
In the heavenly realm, when we co-create based on the lie of separation we “fall out of harmony” with our higher selves blueprint and fight the battle of duality-good and bad, not perceiving how everything is in divine order and for our ultimate deliverance and experience. This continues until the cycles of creation and all possible realities runs their course.
This represents Leo, Virgo, and Libra (Leo-Kiron the balance falling prey to Jup/Sag/C) (Study the detriments/exhalation in astrology)
As Above, So Below
The Earth and the Sun at first were pure time and space. The Sun is time (mind and spirit) as all the planets revovle around it, it becomes the basis for “telling time” and for cycles. This is how we get a day, then a year, then a decade, they are all cycles around the sun. The Earth and the rest of her siblings planets represent space (body and soul). This is why we call her Earth body. Matter has to be in existence in order for space to be created.
(Mention Here the theory that some say we come from these other planets b4 they “self destructed” and were no longer the “heart land” as now we have Giaia
At first, on Earth, you had a body of matter without individual consciousness, just particles with no life forms capable of individuated thought. Eventually through the rays of the sun, life began to form. As this life continued to develop and expand via the light rays coming down, the interchange was there not only with humans, but with everything. Earth’s waters were rising to the heavens via condensation. So here is where the evolution and devolution process first begins. Yet, just as over time, via the interchange of energy of the sun and earth had conditions ripe of life on the planet with intelligence to support it’s evolution process. Over time, the sun had conditions ripe enough on Earth to support its devolution to take form and space.
(Story of hotema and females begin first and the story in bible about the sons of god saw the daughters on earth and found them pleasing)
My theory that Sun Gods/ Angels were masculine and represented the heavens.
Females originated from the Earth, evolving via the sun to embrace the mind and spirit.
Males originated from the Sun, devolving via the earth to embrace body and soul. Thus G.O.D. could become complete and end a cycle of expression.
One Earth, the Black woman was first generator, holding the micro. Dna.
As the earth or any planet’s magnetism gets stronger, she draws into her more & more sun, receiving more life force energy. Then she eventually switches polarities and bursts into her own sun. (Analogy of lovemaking love- she gets excited and he wants to rest and chill).
As the sun or any star’s electrism grows stronger, it expands outward giving more life, exploding like in solar flares. Just as a man’s electricity excites his troops on the battle field or expansion, but then, he eventually achieves his mission (in love having woman be aroused and reach climax, or having the spark of divinity be birthed in the people or mission that he came to share). Then, it is his great honor to die (great ball game) & go back to the primordial oneness of which he came, etc.
For those sentient beings looking at the Earth’s current situation from higher realms, they see the perfection in it all. Some are more compassionate because they are directly involved in the drama, for others, not directly involved, maybe from other solar systems, they may be less compassionate and are just looking for an energy source. So, for them, it’s very hard for them to have the kind of compassion. Isn’t it the same with people you meet in life?
When both the earth and sun are ripe enough to create life at it’s optimum (love/heart) it’s the birthing of the holy matrimony- symbolized by upper and lower egypt coming together. The fall of the balance between heaven and earth is representative of Set killing his brother and the fallen King.
- As humans, we create many things on Earth for many reasons, but it is only that which has our essence (which is of the creator) that can then take life and have it’s own consciousness right? A vacuum cleaner can’t do it, a lawn mover can’t. So when the seed essence of the Sun came down to earth and man was created, it had the ability to create after it’s own! That’s why is man continues to put it’s life force energy and dna into things like computers, all the the science fiction books of computer’s taking over will come true. It’s what happened in the matrix.
Analogy Using Appliance: a) Outlet would be primorial, pure energy b) appliance would be likened unto g.enerator, operator, destroyer god c) we humans, would be likened to the parts of the appliances? (give appliance analogy from audio #1)
Time and Space:
Time begins cycles. The need for movement or process. Time represents the mind and spirit of G.O.D the masculine principle.
Space begins form. The vessel for movement to take place in. Space represents the body and soul of G.O.D the feminine principle.
When you take the mind and spirit representing time and combine it with the body and soul representing space, you have the four main avenues in which G.O.D separates Itself over and over again to experience Itself in Creation. Here is a chart:
Spirit Fire Heart Hearts Summer
Mind Air Lungs Clubs Fall
Soul Water Kidneys Spades Winter
Body Earth Stomach/Spleen Diamonds Spring
If you consider earth the body and people as the four aspects making up G.O.D which is in everything, then whites represent the mind, blacks represent the soul, men represent the spirit and women represent the body of G.O.D. This separation is in all of us. We all have a mind, body, soul and spirit within. Why do I focus on Black and White and not other races? Because they both represent the beginning and the ending of the current time cycle of humanity that we are experiencing on Earth. According to Laws of the Sun G.O.D has manifested as many races and civilizations. Body masses as well as races come and go in different eras and this is important now only because we are going through a major shift now. The essence of who we are goes way beyond these roles we are playing
If we look at the Kabballah, we see that Mind/Spirit=Time (or Father Time) represents the heavens/spirit world and Body/Soul=Space represents the earth/matter/mundane world. (*Explain the Evolution and Devolution process, the Star of David)Remember, It’s all G.O.D this is just the way the separation took place in order for G.O.D to experience Itself in the game of creation. And what is the objective of the game of creation? To create harmony or balance between heaven and earth. It’s important to understand that the earth is no better or worse than heaven, especially when they are separated or disconnected. In the heavens or angelic realms, they have wars, misunderstandings, etc. just as on the earth plane. When the split (or fall from harmony) between the heavens and earth plane happened in this universe/galaxy, part of the heavenly realm went to the “dark side” and have constantly been fighting the “light side” if you will. This explains the whole concept of angels trying to get their wings. There are “angels” in the heavens and on the earth plane doing their part to serve as vessels for G.O.D to come back in harmony. The great adventure. (Homer’s Ilyad, the Ausarian Drama) When heaven and earth are in balance, we have true harmony and that is the true objective of the game of creation. However, also inherent in the game is the realization that “It’s only a game” so that means there will always be a catalyst to end a cycle, to come home, to put all the cards back in their box, until the next cycle begins. Cards, anyone? (When mind/body/spirit& soul come together in harmony-time & space collapses into each other just like the two sides of a chess board when we are tired of playing- until the next round. As it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end. The key is realizing It’s All G.O.D)There are millions and millions of cycles within cycles, all affecting the cycles that precede them. I’ll get more into this in the holographic universe.
Everything Exists in Cycles
Night follows day and day follows night. We can expect this. We see it every night and every day. Darkness must be fulfilled to bring in the new dawn and day must fall to night to bring forth a new cycle. None of this is seen as negative. Weeks follow years and years follow cycles after cycles. Seven year cycle, 10 year cycle, 100 year cycle 44 year cycle, all significant in their own way. But let me ask you a question? Why is the week 7 days (and why does the laws of the sun book say there are 8 races)? It could be 9 days or 5 days or even 12. So why does seven days make up a week. And why is a year made up of 52 weeks? Let me start by explaining the colors of the rainbow. (Primary colors & secondary colors, the seven chakras-red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet & mercury, venus, mars, jupiter, uranus, neptune
Holographic Universe
Vision: Auset is becoming a star (Ausar)- to take humanity through the stargate back home and Ausar is becoming a seed (Auset) to be planted in the Earth. Stevie Wonder says; A seed is a star a star is a seed (Auset is Ausar and Ausar is Auset) Mind, Body, Soul and Spirit become one
6/27 Notes
When we throw the rock into the pond, you see symetrical ripple effect that goes out in the exact same way as the original ripple. And that is what has been happening in our galaxy, in our solar system, and in our Earthly creations, it’s the same ripple effect. As so what we sometimes mistake as that the same person aknathon and moses, jesus and quezectual, or whatever it may be. These are actually different people of different eras that go back millions of years ago, which represent this ripple effect that happens because we are a holographic universe. And because of the fact that we repeat almost the same story over and over again (explain how this fall and cycle is actually a mathematical equation). These are archetypal energies that comes from our ancestors, but are actually programmed into our mathematicial dna if you will. Because we repeat these stories, we want to say this person in history is that person, etc. but really they were actual people, just reliving the same story. When we look at it this way and we look at the history of the Earth. According to the author of Laws of the Sun, he says that we have been around for millions of years and he only accounts for the askahsic records the last million years that directly concern us now. In this era, life was there on what would now be considers African and South America. He states there was a rift, That makes sense of the more ancient finding in Peru and other places in SA. Horace Butler. We always look out and see the problem in the other person, white people, black people, men and women (even blaming those in victim mentality). The enemy, when really and truly, in order to heal this, all we have to do is see the enemy as the innerme. Because if we look a this scientifically, by going within your avatar, whichever one you choose, and asking for forgiveness for whatever level you are on, you will find that there is alway ONE person representing your current incarnation that did something to affect the one that is now oppressing you. If can go in forgive by seeing the connection, we are doing our part to bring back all the seperated aspect of GOD back together. So my journey begins right here within my avatar. By looking at the beauty and loving every part of me. The parts of me that have made great accomplishment for humanity and the ONEs that made not so great strides for humanity- knowing in the end it’s all god and it’s all ordained. By asking for forgiveness, accepting GOD’s divine plan, knowing who I truly am and loving every aspect of not my avatar, but all of humanity. By doing this I help to heal humanity. I used to wonder, what on the Earth is it going to take. Why are black people so downtrodded and why is no one telling the truth? (Although as I’ve grown and increased my frequency I see there have been truth teller of every race)
It’s because it’s our journey to go on, it is our own walk, just as white people and everybody else have their own journey to walk. We can’t wait around whether black, woman, etc and expect the other to apologize and vice versa. We have to see our role we played because there is only one being, man, race, that separated…and did something to the other that caused it’s downfall. If we can take responsibility for that we start the process of healing on such a great, great level.
Parenthood Analogy
- Just as people practice parenthood, our planetary parents practice planethood. We are all learning & experiencing. As children (to what precedes us) we “learn”, but as parents of what comes after us, we are “experiencing.” That is until our children break our hearts, etc. & we create negative karma of which we “learn” from.
G.O.D. created all of us, but through the vessel of a creator, that which came before us Just like our parent created us, then our grandparent created them via the same G.O.D. source power It's so simple to understand the mysteries of the universe once we see that this universe is holographic It's so hard to grasp when we don't take responsibility based on world religions Sour Grapes Analogy What did we do as humanity to be where we are today? Explain Bible verse Explain Dr. Didier that I met in Peru & his research Explain David Singer's book and the cycle of influences: Based on right & wrong of past actions. Relate this to the fall of Lucifer/Elohim. But also make mention of Rabbi's notes and creation idea-that is HAD to happen in order to the G.O.D. to experience Itself. Explain Lefkoe Method and how that also applies how we past down negativity: Relate this to Planting a Seed & How a Seed is a Star- Stevie Wonder had it right! Everything we put out, comes back to us: Go into how this relates to Black & White and Female and Male- Outcasting and the return of the Death Star- White Supremacy How did humanity get to be in its current mess? Since the world is holographic, and since our individual issues all started from childhood, it makes sense to be given the parenthood analogy to explain many of the mysteries. It's a powerful analogy where the greater things can be explained in the smaller things! - So humans become a “star” when they master their challenges become the light beacons balancing their body, mind, spirit and soul to become an illuminary on Earth. Just as Mother Earth’s goal is to balance her b,m,s,s so she can become a star and become an illuminary in the night sky.
Astrological Analogy
- Give example of when I was studying astrology in school and they gave the name of planets based on what is going on on the planet, I never got it at first. Yet, now I see that the whole constellation and life has been predestined and when the stars show up they are just the demarcation (like in a movie) when a particular scene is up and so you know where you are in the movie!
- The reason we look for new stars in our solar system is because they represent a landmark in our collective evolution. (Also explain the comet Neowise)
- Give the example of the book “When Rocks cry out” and that when you change your paradigm and start looking in a different direction, you will see the truth was always there, just like the narratives explained it, but we were on the wrong continent. Astrology explains the inner workings, but we were too busy calling it mythology:
Cardinal=Generator
Fixed= Operator
Mutable=Destroyer
4 Stages of the Dance between Earth and the Sun:
Stage One:
Aries: Sun rays
Taurus: Soul (Hathors/Plant life)
Gemini: Androgenous Beings
Stage Two:
Cancer: Mother (Female- Still male, just pre-male that came later, womb-man)
Leo: Birth of Gods Sun would impregnate first beings on planet
Virgo: Virgin- she was capable of doing the same
Stage Three
Libra: Maat-balance between heaven and earth upper/lower egypt(this is the planet that was destroyed)
Scorpio: First sting of betrayal (3,6,9) Rise of femme fatal/jealousy
Ophinchus: Fallen King (Galactic Center= Dec. 21, 2012; June 21, 2020 and Dec. 21, 2020!)
Saggitarius:
Stage Four
Capricorn: Tyrant King
Aquarius
Pisces
Relate the 12/13 Signs of Zodiac to the Chakra system!
-The pine cone has a 8 and 5 sequence (like chess!)
-We have 8 physical- earth chakras and 5 that are spiritual-heavens
-Eight is the number that takes us through the stargate and relate it to the new sign between scorpio and saggitarius.
- Relate the 12/13 Sign to the 12 color spectrum (green and magneta being balancing points). They is why high plants have five leaves and repesent colors like magneta, etc.
Who Came First? The Woman or the Man?
More Notes:
What if G.O.D needed us just as much as we needed G.O.D? And that we needed to honor and care for ourselves, just as much as we honor and care for G.O.D?
What if the heavenly host of angels and order (masculine principle) needed us earthbeings (feminince principle) just as much as we need them. What if their coming down to earth and interacting with us is just as important to the develution in the process of love as our evoltuion in the process of love?
- Christmas Carol- the perfect story to explain parallel universes
- Rainbow- perfect analogy to explain the different races and why white and black aren’t in the spectrum, but are crucial to the spectrum.